cloudstrife783 ([personal profile] cloudstrife783) wrote2012-07-24 12:44 pm

not getting any better.

Since my last post, I have been trying to think on a positive plane. Attempting to erase all of these bad thoughts that have been swimming through my head for god only knows how long. But every time I try to do that, I end up lying in bed, tossing and turning (even if it's in the middle of the day) wishing that I could just hold onto someone and scream and cry until my lungs can't take it anymore. I hate feeling so hollow and alone, yet any time I try to get away from it, the feeling just intensifies. It just hurts. And I can't escape any of it.
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[personal profile] my_window_seat 2012-07-25 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
Keep talking through it. Keep riding through it.

Lots of us understand exactly how you feel.