[personal profile] cloudstrife783
This is my first entry on this site, and I don't know how many people will read it, at least not yet.

There have been a lot of changes in my life in the last several months. There have also been a lot of disappointments. I have felt myself unraveling as of late. I rarely ever want to go to work, I rarely want to really do anything. I can't stand that I have been so depressed and just flat out sad over the last few months. I hate people seeing me that way. I'm supposed to be the token black guy that hangs out with people, cracks jokes and has drinks with them. I don't like exposing myself the way I have. But lately I have reached my boiling point and I can't take it anymore.

Looking forward, I just want more out of life. I want more for myself. I want more for the people I associate myself with. I feel time passing me by, and I haven't done a damn thing with my life up to this point. There is so much more that I want to do, so much more I want to experience. And I just want to get rid of all this pain and heartache.

on 2011-09-27 03:40 am (UTC)
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Posted by [personal profile] my_window_seat
Welcome to the Wailing Wall.

It's not all that, though.

But it's good that you're taking the time and making yourself a place to get acquainted with yourself.

And the rest of us.

You'll find the funny and the sad and the freakish and the same kind of pain you're feeling here.

And it will feel less lonely for that.

It's all good, Mitch.
You're among friends.




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